Ruckus Spin.

Olivia. 19. Animal lover. Goofball. Photojournalist; writer. I have a love-hate relationship with the world.
This is a blog composed of the ruckus that circulates through my endless mind.
I'm a modern day hippie with a wild personality and a big heart. I have come to terms with the fact that I am human. I love to write and take pictures, so expect to see some of my own work. I like to inspire, as well as be inspired. So here are the images of ruckus and the words of a maniac.

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And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.

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#16. what do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?

Dance party in my room… in the nude, duh.

Go for a run to my favorite place and sit in nature for a while just listening to music.

Go outside to a place where I can be alone.

Pet a puppy.

Get a juicy burger and milkshake. Or sushi. Or any other awesome food. Food always makes me happy.

Watch a sappy movie to get my mind off things.

Surround myself with cool peeps.

Draw a picture or work on some sort of dorky craft. Let’s face it. I’m a craft dork.

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#15. what stands between you and what you want?

My parents.

Sometimes fear.

Busy life and my inability to time manage.

Confusion.

Myself.

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#14. what is something you’ve wanted ever since you were a child?

To be myself. To have awesome friends. To be happy. To follow my dreams. To make people proud, and God proud, and myself proud. To travel. To see the world. To find peace. To make peace. To have a never ending smile. To touch the lives of others. To bring about some sort of positive change. To write a book. To visit Africa. To see the Northern Lights. To dance. To play. To sing. To share. To care and reach out. To understand. To question. To experience life and taste its imminence. I’m doing my best to cross shit off daily, muthalickas.

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#13. what has fear of failure stopped you from doing?

Fear of failure has stopped me from doing several things throughout my lifetime. But overall, fear of failure prevents us from growing into our true selves. Failure makes us learn. It makes us stronger. So sometimes, we need to embrace failure; not fear it. And in those times we take risks and chase after things that scare us, we might just surprise ourselves and succeed.